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Good friends, good girl, good life. My birthday is on November 10. This means in 4 days I'll be 23. Wow. I'm old. In other news, the band hasn't practice much in the last two months, but me and chespie (the guitarist) are coming out with some good stuff. God speed.
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| ode to the kamakazee ways |
[17 Aug 2004|03:38pm] |
so last night i went out to see some bands play
we didnt pay cause we're tight like that
some girl started talking to me that was cool
so had a good night
and today it sucking
im trying to work out an "ot of court settlement" thing
not going as planned
i wish i was hot
then i could be a prostitute and make that cheddah
alas im not.
i see one solution
suicide
but im not down with that
so ill get sued and be a bum on the streets!
hooray!
- hooray
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| and i think to myself, what a beautiful world |
[16 Aug 2004|03:45pm] |
i feel sick
im gonna get sued for not paying my bill
the governments owes me money but are taking long to give to me
i need to pay my tuition bill today too
i have no money
im going to a show tonight
with no money
i have no money
i have 3 projects due by friday
i have no money
i feel sick
i have no money
i wish could go home
i have no money.
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| MY HEAD IS TOO LOUD THIS MORNING |
[30 May 2004|11:33am] |
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so last night i went to another wdding, me and flako got all dressed up and when we got to it everyone was dressed all in hawaian style. turns out it was hawai theme thing. stupid me for not reading the invitation.so what did we do you ask? we stole a few beers and went to my house to change. we drank the beers, watched wild boyz for a bit then we changed and went back. by the time we gt back the beers were all gone. all they had left was margaritas. i told my friend to add extra kick to my margaritas. oh how he did! i got semin drunk by the 6th one. good stuff. after this we went back to my house. it was about 1 am when my other friend mutt showed up. we all just hung out outside for a bit. someone left a scooter in my front yard. i think it's still outside.hooray. oh yeah....i got smallville season two. worhsip me. :D
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| FOR CHER.... |
[29 May 2004|06:04pm] |
i made this entry so you can post to let me know if we're gonna hang out tomorrow. im gonna be out tonight. so hit me up, if you cant, it's cool, ill just go myself and pick up on the white girls! siiike. but yeah
have a goodnight cheryl.
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[28 May 2004|07:03pm] |
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| WHAT A FUCKING DAY |
[27 May 2004|01:38pm] |
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so i know i posted early this morning but let me tell you all of today!
here we go...
so emily picks me up in the mornin, nothing strange. we get to school but the parking lot is full so we park outside the street we went to class and did the flash work, after class me and emily went to go play pac man (its our game) so we made a bet. if i won i could key her car. if she won she could sock me in the jaw, so we played and yeah she fucking won, then she huged me and said "i love you" i smiled and then POW! i got that shit in the jaw, i was bleeding a bit but a bet was a bet. so then we walk 3 blocks back to the car and all the streets are closed off, the cops and fireman closed it down. some guy was gonna kill himself. so we had to wait till it was done. so we just stand and watching and this delivery guy who cant leave either is standing next to us, he then tells me, "i think ive seen you before" and i was like who knows! and he said if i've ever been to a subkulture (band) show, and i was like"duh nigga, jack is my best friend, ive known him since we were 14. im ruben" and he was like "oh you're ruben! im his cousin eric" i was like damn small world. so we talked a bit, then he said he was gonna find another way to leave. so he left we said our byes and there me and emily kept waiting. during rhe long wait( about 4 hours) i started thinking about a friend, cheryl. i love her and i was sad cause i want her to be happy and she's had too much shit going on but from reading her journal she seems amazingly happy so im happy too. but then finally a cop tackeled the suicide guy down and it was over, on the drive home me and emily were listening to some glassjaw. she dropped me off at my house. when i got off the car and said goodbye, then she said "hey! sorry i made you bleed bitch" and i was like "it's ok you hit like a girl" she then laughed and said "a girl with big tits" then she flashed me. i just laughed and went in my house and here i am now! yay
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| DAMN ACTION SCRIPT! |
[27 May 2004|08:48am] |
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god i hate flash class. all this action script. it's barely the third day and we're already making cartoons on flash, it's fun but very hard. i made this little awsome cartoon of little red ridding hood. i made it so that she, the wolf, grandma and the hero all get run over by a truck. it was a blody mess. My teacher was all like "ok very original, A+!" so i was like yesssssss! The only worries i have is alll the action script we have to remember. th easiest one is so complex in itself, what will the more advance ones have? this is an easy one...
instanceName.event = function() {
gotAndPlay(2);
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thats just the formula
the cartoon's script was...
_root.one_L_btn.onPress = function() {
gotoAndPlay(2);
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i know it dosnt seem much but i didnt mention the key frames, the motion tweens, shape tweens and the time frames. so shut up! anyways, it' almost beak time. :D later!
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| today was nice |
[23 May 2004|09:30pm] |
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i talked to jess on the phone for a bit, she has the best spanish speaking voice. she's beautiful and amanzingly awsome. i adore her. we fight a lot but it's ok.we always make up.i miss her already! im gonna go nap!
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| im fucking awsome. right? |
[23 May 2004|09:36am] |
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so what have i done? what have i done to move forward and better myself? will i become what i always wanted to be? when you're little, everything seems possible, even being a super hero, then you beggin to grow older and you realize it was all just wishfull thinking, you lose your dreams. so we grow older and hopeless. our paths that once seemed clear as light are now just pitch black, we have no light, no direction and no hope.will we find our light switch in the dark path? maybe this journey we call life isnt about reaching the end of the dark road. maybe the meaning is finding the switch to light the way.
anyways.. hi. i miss you cher. when can i call you? hi everyone else. im fine, no worries.
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| this is what it's like to be alone |
[01 May 2004|09:21am] |
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so last night me and my best friend went to her house and watched 21 grams. Through the whole movie all i can thin about was me being in the hospital for a month and being told im not going to make it. the physical and mental pain i was in for that month came back to me. the moment a doctor tells you to consider donating organs if you dont make it is the point in time where you realizse that no matter how much family and friends are around you in your "last days", you feel completely alone. i felt alone, and scared. i always said i was'nt scared to die, but when it got to the point where i was gonna die, i was more scared then anything. so all of this was going on in my head during the movie. after that we went to go have some drinks and while we sat and drank our beers after beers after beers, i still couldnt shake my near death experience. after the drink i walked her home and then went home myself. at home i was in bed thinking about it more and i broke down, i couldnt hold it anymore. i just cried for such a long time. then my friend called to make sure i got home ok and she could tell i wasnt my normal self so she said she was comming over, she was thinking i would try to kill myself wich is odd cause i never had even attempted it, and very rarely even gave it a moments thought. so she came, we talked about it. cried some more about it and just fell asleep. it's about 9:30 right now, she left like at 7 cause she needed to go take her little brother to a baseball game. we're gonna go out today. we're gonna try to watch another movie without the cryin this time. heh. maybe see that new denzel washington movie. so. see you.
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| my single heart will become two and leave me alone. |
[18 Apr 2004|08:42am] |
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HAVE YOU EVER
1. Kissed your cousin: nah
2. Ran away: nah
3. Pictured your crush naked: oh yeeeeeeeah
4. Skipped school: 35% of the time
5. Broken someone's heart: 2 times
6. Been in love: yes.
7. Cried when someone died: yeah
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: yeah
9. Broken a bone: no
10. Done something embarrassing: yeah!
11. Lied: a little
12. Cried in school: no
EITHER OR
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite
15. Girls or Guys: girls
16. Flowers or Candy: flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: i dont know
18. Blondes or Brunettes: all our great
19. Bitchy or Slutty: i dont care
20. Tall or Short: both are good
21. Pants or Shorts: pants
22. Night or Day: night.
WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX
23. What do you notice first: smile
24. Last person you slow danced with: adriana
25. Worst Question To Ask: "wanna bone?"
THE LASt time
26. Showered: today.
27. Stepped outside: went to church
28. Called someone: yesterday
29. Romantic memory: dont know
WHAT IS ...
30. Your Good Luck Charm: my tinkerbell key chain
31. Person You Hate Most: satan
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: i was given a second chance at life
33. On your desk: ten bucks
34. Picture on your desktop: a picture of me and chino from the deftones
37. Artist: what?
38. Cars: one that works.
39. Ice Cream: cookie dough.
40. Season: doesnt really matter...
41. Breakfast Food: cereal
WHO
42. Makes you laugh the most: flako , mutt and jack
43. Makes you smile: adriana
44. Can make you feel better no matter what: adriana
45. Has A Crush On You: no one
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: i rather not say
47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: us guys, we dont have to give birth or have periods
48. Gives you A Funny Feeling When You See Them: adriana
DO YOU EVER
49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: no.
50. Save IM conversations: no
51. Save E-mails: yeah
52. Forward secret E-mails: no.
53. Wish you were someone else: nah.
54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
55. Perfume: yep
56. Kiss: yes
57. Cuddle: all the time. im a cuddlewhore.
58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: no
HAVE YOU EVER
59. Fallen for your best friend?: yeah
60. Made out with JUST a friend?: haha... yes.
61. Kissed two people in the same day?: yes
62. Had sex with two different people in the same day?: yeah
63. Been rejected?: sure. hasnt everyone?
64. Been in love?: yes
65. Been in lust?: everyday.
66. Used someone? no
67. Been used?: im sure.
68. Cheated on someone?: no
69. Been cheated on?: ummm... yes
70. Been kissed?: duh?
71. Done something you regret?: no. wish i could have done it differently? sure.
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You touched?: flako, hug! thats it!
73. You talked to?: on the phone? mutt. in person? flako
74. You hugged?: flako
75. You instant messaged?: adriana
76. You kissed?: adriana
77. You yelled at?: my sister
78. You thought about?: ruthie
79. Who text messaged you?: i got no cellphone!
80. Who broke your heart?: jayme
81. Who told you they loved you?: adriana
DO YOU...
82. Color your hair?: no
83. Have tattoos?: no
84. Have piercings: no
85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no.
86. Own a web cam?: no
87. Own a thong?: no
88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yes.
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: what you say about my momma
90. Habla espanol?: si
91. Quack?: yes
HAVE YOU/DO YOU/ARE YOU…
92. Stolen anything?: yes.
93. Smoke?: no.
94. Schizophrenic?: nope.
95. Obsessive?: i can be.
96. Compulsive?: no.
97. Obsessive Compulsive?: ummm.. i hope not?
98. Panic?: no.
99. Anxiety?: no
100. Depressed: no
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| this is today, tomorrow will kill me. |
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so i feel like superman. my friend threw a firecracker at me and i caught it and it blew up on my hand but nothing happpend. maybe i am superman. maybe. but it is cold. so im gonna go fight crime later,in the meantime i got turkey burger. i miss talking to certain people online. i hope they come back soon. in other news...my friend is going to a a party being thrown by jay z in about 3 weeks. so if it's true she asked me to go with her. so you know im gonna go. cause...i'm big pimpin, spending g's. and dont forget...i am superman now.
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| poison the well is tearing it up! |
[15 Apr 2004|02:48pm] |
1) First Grade Teacher: ms. valcasantos
2) Last word you said: " I TOLD YOU I DINDT USE THE BROOM!"
3) Last song you sang: poison the well - my mirror no longer reflects.
4) Last person you hugged: flako
6) Last time you said 'I love you': 2 days ago
7) Last time you cried: when i was 1. im a man! jk. i cried like 5months ago
8) What's in your CD player? poison the well
9) What color socks are you wearing: none
10) What's under your bed: nothing! it's clean
11) what time did you wake up today: 6 am
13) Current hair: black
14) Current clothes: blue dickies, black shirt
15) Current annoyance: none
16) Current longing: to love
17) Current desktop picture: a chimp with a gun
18) Current worry: none
19) Current hate: my neck pain
20) Story behind your username: glassjaw :)
21) Current favorite article of clothing: my hoodie
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: smile, eyes, soft skin
23) Last CD that you bought:i dont buy cd's anymore! i steal!
24) Favorite place to be: ireland
25) Least favorite place: orange county
26) Time you wake up in the morning: 8 am
27) Do you play an instrument? yes
28) Favorite color: green
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
30) How tall are you: 5'10
31) Current favorite word/saying: im gonna soc you in yo neck
32) Favorite book: the friends of pancho villa by james carlos blake
33) Favorite season: spring
34) Person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: claire hillis
35) Favorite day: wednesday
36) Where do you want to go: guadalajara and hang with ruthie :)
37) What is your career going to be like: well i am doing my career, i do graphic design
38) How many kids do you want?: 2-3
39) What kind of car will you have: some s.u.v
40) Type a line you remember from any book:"to be or not to be?"
41) A random lyric: "matandao gueros! viva la raza! matando guerros! que viva pancho villa!"
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: wednesday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 1 pm
> >If I were a planet, I'd be: saturn!
> >If I were a sea animal, I'd be: nemo! from finding nemo!
> >If I were a direction, I'd be: what kinda dumb questions are these?
> >If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: foot stool?
> >If I were a sin, I'd be: in hell! booo @ hell
> >If I were a historical figure, I'd be: PANCHO VILLA!
> >If I were a liquid, I'd be: orange juice
> >If I were a tree, I'd be: dead.
> >If I were a bird, I'd be: the mexican eagle!
> >If I were a tool, I'd be: hammer?
> >If I were a flower/plant, i would be: a dandeline
> >If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: fresh breeze
> >If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: pheonix
> >If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: piano
> >If I were an animal, I'd be: a bird so i can fly away
> >If I were a color, I'd be: green
> >If I were an emotion, I'd be: love
> >If I were a vegetable, I'd be: brocollie
> >If I were a sound, I'd be: the sound a tv makes when you turn it on
> >If I were an element, I'd be: earth
> >If I were a car, I'd be: pinto
> >If I were a song, I'd be: "you an i" by jason mraz
> >If I were a movie, I'd be: FICHT CLUB
> >If I were a book, I'd be: long
> >If I were a food, I'd be: chillie cheese fries
> >If I were a place, I'd be: ireland
> >If I were a material, I'd be: silk.
> >If I were a taste, I'd be: salty
> >If I were a scent, I'd be: gay
> >If I were a religion, I'd be: catholic
> >If I were a word, I'd be: power
> >If I were an object, I'd be: a pocket protector
> >If I were a body part, I'd be: a nipple
> >If I were a facial _expression I'd be: smile
> >If I were a subject in school, I'd be: afterschool
> >If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: LIONO THE THUNDERCAT! OR VOLTRON
> >If I were a shape, I'd be a(n): octagon
> >If I were a number, I'd be: 7
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> >i n f o r m a t i o n
> >name: ruben
> >single or taken: single
> >sex: male
> >bday: nov. 10, 1981
> >siblings: 1 sister
> >hair color: black.
> >eye color: brown
> >who are your best friends?: jack, adriana. flako, mutt
> >do you do drugs?: no.
> >what are you most scared of?: being alone
> >what are you listening to right now?: poison the well
> >who is the last person that called you?: mutt
> >pasta: lasagna
> >sports: football and backetball
> >ever been in love?: yes
> >cried when someone died?: Yes
> >how many people are you sending this to?: 0, posting on LJ
> >what was the last film you saw at the movies?: passion of the christ
> >favorite cartoon?: VOLTRON, EXO SQUAD, THUNDERCATS, TRANSFORMERS
> >what did you have for breakfast this morning?cereal
> >who would you hate to be locked in a room with?: my sister
> >who would you love being locked in a room with?: hmm destiny or..a secret person that i cant say cause she might read this
> >could you live without your computer?: yeah
> >would you color your hair?: no
> >could you ever get off the computer? yeah
> >habla espanol?: claro compa
> >how many people are on your buddy list?: 21
> >drink alcohol?: yes
> >like watching sunrises or sunsets?: yeah!
> >what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional.
> >the last Movie you rented:school of rock
> >Movie you bought: kill bill volume 1
> >Song that was stuck in your head : that new incubus song
> >Person you were thinking of : again i cant say ... :)
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> FOR(ya) OR AGAINST(na)...
> >Long distance relationships: sure
> >Using someone:no
> >Killing people:no
> >Teenage smoking:i dont care
> >Premarital sex :its up to you
> >Driving drunk :no
> >Gay/lesbian relationship :sure im not gay tho. so dont ask for my number
> >Soap operas:ok
> >Abortions: i cant say i go both ways
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> Have you ever had sex: heheh oh stop!
> if so was it protected: i said stop!
> would you ever pose for porn: i have......LOOKED at porn but..no pose
> do you masterbate: dude! girls are reading this!*blush*
> if so, how often: you're making me look bad
> do you have a drug problem: no.
> do you have low self-esteem: no/yes
> if so why: i dont know
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